Sunday, March 15, 2009

Poetry by Ma Lan: muslim grandmother 回族外婆

muslim grandmother
Translation by Martin Winter

muslim grandmother standing outside the light far away
her clothes are kind and beautiful
in the last lonely winter of the fifties
she died lonely from famine and
hanging on trees were dead crows, an interesting contrast
outside are such enchanting orchids
when I think of my muslim grandmother
life goes through samsara, grandmother
under the plum blossom tree, the girls from the banquet
having stepped on your, the bones
people guarding the coffin singing
strange incantations, my grandmother
the years annotating the changing landscape
but running away is the sunlight, the sunlight explodes
i am walking at night at the t-intersection, straining my ears
to understand the secrets of crows
my muslim maternal grandmother
green bracelets come dangling, the robes and the wine
a lady of standing, a rich merchant's wife
i have no way to resolve this death and the karma
but i am still beautiful oh my grandmother
i am sleepy right now
you are within my sights, through the earth and the sky
we come from a faraway place, blossoms open and fall
grandmother standing behind me, motionless
the plum blossoms on her underwear cannot take up her weight
my grandmother who died from hunger
a giant fate leans on the wall
dust, wilfully blowing around your grave
grandmother, karma is there
like ramadan coming and going
who is mine, the man striking root in the wind
my muslim grandmother


(Where to sit?) 2004, p.54

Poetry by Ma Lan: Summer's Teeth 夏天的牙齿

Summer's teeth
Translation by Martin Winter

teeth are plants
become possible in summer

our bodies
not only went through traffic accidents
on a level surface
these bloody disturbances
but running away is the sunlight
under the sunlight, we wriggle our bodies are jealous
and buried in bed after death
we have said one sentence
harder than bones
the teeth dropped out of our mouths
this is a language of the limbs
concentrated on the face
we enter the toothless age

(Where to sit?) 2004, p.53

夏天的牙齿

牙齿是植物
在夏天成为可能

我的身体
穿过交通事故
这些流血事件
在平面
飞奔的却是阳光

阳光下,我晃动身体
吃醋
死了就埋在床上

青年说了一句话
一句话比牙齿还硬
牙齿就脱口而出
这种植物的肢体语言
集合在面部
我们进入无齿时代


(1996,10)

Poetry by Ma Lan: The accident and the reason 事故和理由

The accident and the reason
Translation by Martin Winter

It is only an accident
parking the car
i stepped on the gas
but i cannot stop the fear
if there was a reason i would show my powers
to fill this single room with roses
not much connection with the accident
up to a point you can still drive the car
but we haven't bought any insurance
when you buy insurance you go through formalities
you need as much money as for the car
there is a structure you have to keep up
i would surrender if there was a reason
but how can i find my companion
on the steps of memory
these structures i kept up since i was small
a good appetite but no interest in kitchens
who knows if all of this is enough
to flee from the scene, after the accident
they say you don't need a reason
the victims, their relatives
entering the scene, to look for a reason
the colour on the wall slowly refuses to eat
the fear and the reason no reason the fear
so i go and spit some flowers

(Where to sit?) 2004, p.52

事故和理由


这只是一场事故
在停车的时候
踩了油门
但我不能停止恐惧
如果有一个理由我就去显灵
在单身的卧房插满玫瑰
这与事故没有太大的关系
在某种程度上车还能开
可是我们还没买保险
买保险需要一些手续
以及和车同样贵的金钱
有一个结构需要保持
只要有理由我就投降
可我怎么样找到我的同伴
在记忆的台阶上
那些我从小保持的结构
对厨房不感兴趣但胃口很好
谁知道呢这一切够不够
逃离现场,事故发生之后
据说不需要理由
被害之人他们的亲人
进入现场寻找理由
颜色在墙上渐渐绝食
恐惧理由没有理由恐惧
那么我口吐鲜花

(1996,7,13)

Poetry by Ma Lan: Spoken in the Year of the Cock (for Ma Jian) 鸡年说话——给马坚

Spoken in the Year of the Cock
For Ma Jian

Sister, you have shut me out of the room.
There is no one here;
What are you afraid of?

And I don’t know where
Your ashes are;
I paid the fee to store them ten years
But they said the crematorium was washed away in a flood

Sister, come quickly
You insane maiden
We can fly in the clouds
Try hard to live in the future
Fabricate childhood, imagine the past

Sister, your days were only enough to become
An enemy to you and me;
Who could make sunshine a little brighter
Or a little darker?

But sister, you were an educated youth
Dead at eighteen
No chance to become a woman
Under the shadows in the fields, even God
Saw you still hurrying, three months of labor
Your body empty, wronged, and endangered

Learning to express your feelings from a tree
At a good pace
Bending, changing. Who says people, when they die
Can rise again?

But when you die you stand in the light
Illuminated
This scorching city, our home
Even the mosquitoes stopped flying
Something was brought to an end

If not for you, my sister
Could I have become me?
Where did it come from, this ponderous destiny?
As if dreaming a dream outside the universe

March 4, 2005

鸡年说话
——给马坚

姐姐,你把我关在门外
空无一人
你还在害怕什么

可你的骨灰我不知道
在哪儿了
我交了十年的存灰钱
他们说火葬场被洪水冲没了

姐,快一些到来
你这疯狂的处女
我们云朵里飞
尽可能活在未来
伪造童年,想象过去

姐,你的天才足够成为
你我的敌人
谁能把阳光弄得更明亮些
或更暗一些

但姐姐,你是知青
死在十八岁
还来不及成为女人
在田间的影子之下,上帝都
看见你仍在疾走,三个月的劳动
你的身子空荡,委屈又危险

向一颗树学习表达感情
以好的速度
弯曲,变化。谁说人,死了
还能浮现

而死就站在光中
照亮了
这炎热之城, 我们的家
蚊子都停止飞扬
一件事情被结束

如果没有你,姐姐
我是否更能成为我?
从哪里来的,这巨大的姻缘
仿佛在做梦,一个宇宙之外的梦。

2005/3/4

Poetry by Ma Lan: Off Key 走板

Off Key

The night deepens, early winter
My cat and dead fish are hard to distinguish, approaching
While my memory slowly pulls out an old dream:
A shabby straw hat
About to be blown into the valley
No matter who
That kiss can never be realized, only reached for

My Ming, maybe this is still a dream
Red May in the city of spring, the windmill battle is a draw
If we start again, it would be a different story
The people I love or want to know
There are no extras born into this world

As night’s curtain sinks low, silent branches outside the window
Yearn alone for the autumn winds of before
I’m just one person, outside
I once held ideals
Imagining one eye is enough

2004/10/7

走板

天色转深,初冬时分
我的猫和死去的鱼都难以区分,接近
而记忆慢慢拖出曾经的梦境:
一顶破损的草帽
准备飞向山谷
无论是谁
那相亲的场面都不可实现,只能追忆

我的阿明,这或许还是做梦
在春城的红五月,与风车战成平手
如果我们重头再来,必定物是人非
我热爱或我想认识的人
没有一个多余的人出生于世

看这夜幕低沉,窗外沉默的树枝
独自挂念着先前的秋风
我只是一个人,在屋外
曾经怀抱理想
幻想一只眼晴就够了

2004/10/7

Poetry by Ma Lan: The Fires of July 七月流火

The Fires of July

When she goes, she leaps over the landscape
Embracing an armful of fish
Like stumbling upon the Peach Blossom Spring
That other world

Ever since woman gave birth by the road
To a child, her inverted shadow grew into an adult
Ah, little Xun, it early summer already
You can hear the sound of fishing
You better prepare to sweat
And push the fishing pole farther
Through the limits of the bait, past the real surface of the water

Then crash through the genderless wall
Wait for injured July to turn
And look, August will put down the stones
Lift up the cotton bolls,
Nearing the pests
This libertine melancholy grasps at the moon in the lake
A skin-shrinking
Motion, caressing each other
Faster than light, deeper than water

July 4, 2003

七月流火


她走时要翻越一片山水
怀抱满腹的鱼
好似转入了桃花源
那个另外的世界

自从女人沿街生下
孩子,她的倒影正长大成人
呵,小迅,已经初夏了
听见打鱼的声音
请你们准备好一场虚汗
把鱼杆推的更远
穿透诱饵的限制,跨过真实的水面

再撞破无性别的墙
等那受伤的七月转身
相望,八月将放下石头
举起棉花
和害虫亲近
这份自由的多情是湖中挖月
一种收缩皮肤
抚摸彼此的运动
比光更快,比水更深

2003/7/4

Poetry by Ma Lan: Angela Lee 安吉拉 李

Angela Lee

Angela Lee is a woman
She sits in a house without doors
Never laughs out loud
A string of prayer beads round her neck, a cigarette in her right hand
Her left hand curled up, pressing into her round wicker chair

Angela Lee is a middle aged woman
She could be a fan of James Bond
Keeps two crows and a dozen yellow roses
Lives simply but a lot of her money
Just disappears

Angela Lee is a woman who loves to look in the mirror
She used to hunt, and now wants to try again
But the mirror falls to the floor. She sees the white door
Beside her, and bends over to pick up the shards
Some things just get changed like this
Motherhood is born, egg becomes hen.

March 15, 1997

安吉拉 李


安吉拉 李是位妇女
她坐在没有门的家里
从不高声大笑
脖子上有串佛珠,她右手吸烟
左手紧缩,压在圆形的藤椅上

安吉拉 李是位中年妇女
她可能热爱吉姆斯帮
养了二只乌鸦,和一打黄玫瑰
过着简单的生活但她也有许多钱
不知去路

安吉拉 李是爱照镜子的妇女
她过去打猎,现在想再试一次
可镜子落在地上,她看见白色的门
在身边,并弯腰拾掇碎片
一些事情就这样被改变了像
母性的生育,蛋成为鸡

(1997/3/15.纽黑纹)